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The City We Live In

"When I met you

You drop kicked me right off my feet

I fell so hard for you

Hard for you that night

Then you set me on my feet

And you taught me how to breathe

And I'm still hard for you

Hard for you after all this time"

 

~great acoustic duo called "Lightpost"

 

Check out this other great band. THE CITY WE LIVE IN.

They want to tour non-stop this summer,

and they want to come to your town.

Give…

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Added by Buffy on April 11, 2011 at 9:30pm — No Comments

Hazy Days of Summer

SOMETIMESmybrainsgetsocloudedIcannotthinkrightcannotthinkstraightmyteethgrindmyarmmusclesclenchlikemyfistsbecauseIgetsohazedoverbecauseIwanttokillsomethingthisworldsuchugliness



ugh!!!!!



How do we breathe in these conditions? When no one loves us?



I am so burnt out.







Inspire me? Please?…



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Added by Buffy on April 30, 2009 at 10:07pm — No Comments

I will better myself

I will!
I will!

Promise.
Cross my heart.
Hope to die.

love~

Inspire me wildly:::

Added by Buffy on April 29, 2009 at 10:39pm — No Comments

Can't Fight It

Who are all these beautiful people?







How could I have stayed away from such a fabulous site?









Oh.





Right.



I got self-involved again.

Heh.









So what's up?



I was crushing on a girl.....realized she was playing me (apparently girls do that just as much as guys...now I know!) and then...I made new friends, went to Canada and FELL IN LOVE!!!!



NOT REALLY.



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Added by Buffy on April 28, 2009 at 10:07pm — 1 Comment

It's hard to keep up

Today was a dream.

She is bliss.



Needless to say, I'm very happy right now. Content and almost buzzed, as if I was downing pink champagne and stuffing myself silly with strawberries and cream. I feel that small spark, that glimmer of hope - the maybe. The could be. I just hope she feels it too.



For now, this day was worth it.



Oh, I got a new tattoo yesterday - a scorpion on my tailbone. For the parable..."The Scorpion and the Frog".

"It's in my… Continue

Added by Buffy on January 25, 2009 at 9:51pm — 1 Comment

Oooh, now you got me, baby

I'm in a decidedly good mood.

Went to a show tonight with my friend Meghan, the Rock Final Four, for my friend Kim's band, Death By Adam. It was amazing - great energy! And it served to remind me how lacking I am in social skills. It's like I'm not wired right, missing bits and pieces.

Have I always been socially defective? I think so. I'm so insecure, I dissect myself in front of everyone. It's humiliating.

Ah well. I'm going to have to learn to get over it.

I'm too tired… Continue

Added by Buffy on January 10, 2009 at 11:52pm — No Comments

What to do - oh, what to do?

This could be a splendid thing.

And what a surprisingly splendid thing. I've never had this happen quite this way before.



And oh how disappointing it will be if I'm wrong about this...



Oh but this could be so cool! I feel like sunshine and coral and icecream and paintings - does that make sense? Bursts of color and radiance and sweetness...

I need to focus, and not get too head over heels. I have a tendency to throw myself into an obsession when what I really… Continue

Added by Buffy on January 7, 2009 at 11:14pm — No Comments

Pinuplifestyle.com PRESS RELEASE ~ second draft!!

Second verse, same as the first! Well, not quite....



love~









A slick cherry red car breezed past you and through the stop light, but it was the blonde Sophia Loren lookalike with sailor tatts behind the wheel that caught your attention. Or maybe it was her bombshell friend in the passenger seat with her cocoa brown legs and polka dot heels propped out the window. And just as you were thinking, "She looks just like..." she turned and threw you a killer grin… Continue

Added by Buffy on January 7, 2009 at 2:00am — 1 Comment

I know what it is to be sad

Fact - I never imagined he's the kind of person that he was revealed to be.



Fact - I never thought I'd get up to the balls to ask her if she knew about the others.



Fact - I almost had a heart attack coming down from my adrenaline rush that motivated me to ask her.



Fact - I never dreamed she'd agree to talk things out with me.



Fact - I didn't realize she'd be my soul sistah from another mistah.



Fact - I never thought I'd see him squirm and… Continue

Added by Buffy on January 6, 2009 at 11:34pm — No Comments

Pinuplifestyle.com PRESS RELEASE ~ first draft!!

So as we all know, I belong to this awesome community called pinuplifestyle.com....





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...and I just recently got asked to write a press release for them in a Ol Skool Rods magazine. This is just the thing I need to be doing right now - a writing project with next to no guidelines or rules enforced, on a topic I love. I should probably be listening to my dad whom I mentioned the project to, and be getting paid for this, but frankly, I'm just too thrilled… Continue

Added by Buffy on January 4, 2009 at 6:00pm — 2 Comments

But I can see that you're unhappy

New Years Resolutions:



~Write. I don't care what. Make f****** poetry of your grocery lists.

~Sing. Finally call Mr. Kracht and get voice lessons set up.

~Save up money. Cut your shopping on Sephora.com and at Ross in half. If you must shop, go to thrift stores and only buy what you cannot live without. If it's over $10, it better be Westwood.

~Get the strings changed on your bass so you can finally learn how to play.

~Practice more on your guitar.

~Eat. You… Continue

Added by Buffy on January 1, 2009 at 1:10pm — 1 Comment

Maybe I've been fooling myself

Hey baby, I'm back.
My timing's been poor in the past, and it seems I missed out some more.
But I'm learning not to regret.
And I've been working my ass off while I've been learning.
So maybe it will pay off in the end.
More later, baby. ;-) With substance and everything.

Inspire me wildly:::

Added by Buffy on November 23, 2008 at 8:00pm — No Comments

From Oregon with love . . .

I've retreated, if you will.



I'm in Rockaway Beach, OR right now, and I'm taking refuge at a nice place on the shore. It's perfect. I brought my dog Amie, and we've been beachcombing, pigging out, and watching TCM the whole time. I wish I could live like this forever, but I've got to go back soon. Possibly tomorrow.



Now if I could only find the inspiration for writing. I was supposed to dedicate this time to my writing, but it simply hasn't happened.



"I'm… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 29, 2008 at 11:16pm — No Comments

$43.55

I need to budget better, this is painstakingly clear.



My love addiction with beauty and art is becoming expensive...



Inpiration,… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 20, 2008 at 11:48pm — No Comments

If I could I would

No, not really. I'm quite happy with the way things are right now. I'm at peace with myself, with the world, hells - even with him.



I find myself very near broke though, and this is most distressing considering I've been unable to turn off the urges that are trigged upon seeing adorable "I can't live without it!" things. When did I become such a mindless consumer? Oi...

I just received a delivery from the lovely Sephora; the Quickie Collection by Too-Faced and Buxom lip plumper… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 19, 2008 at 3:29pm — No Comments

Such a sweet, sad, beautiful thing . . .

I feel untouchable.
I realize this is perfect. If this never changes...perhaps, I shall regret this, but....no, no I don't think I will ultimately.

A thousand cranes? Maybe...

I am no longer wishing, I think. I think, maybe...I'm attaining?

Cheers to you all, grrls.

Inspiration:

Added by Buffy on October 11, 2008 at 10:08pm — No Comments

So spare me if you please!

Well that one hit an about 95 miles an hour, I'd say. Didn't cut nearly as deep as the first one, nor nearly as sharp, but it's gonna leave me aching. It doesn't matter how insignificant he is in the big scheme of my sweet life...it's still hurts.

Ive decided my writer's block is over. Despite a traumatic day, I had an exhilarating ride home. I believe I may have experienced an epiphany - not of the religious type, nor even the 'Dammit grrl - just stop biting your nails and you'll break… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 11, 2008 at 1:00am — No Comments

I'm in the mood for love...

and you're slipping from that picture.

Inspiration:

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Added by Buffy on October 9, 2008 at 11:13pm — No Comments

I'm losing steam - my love, my lamb

Here I go again:



The first text I recieved this morning involved a friend saying she saw him downtown, holding hands with another girl.



Is this some kind of soap opera?? I wanted to die right there on the spot.



But enough of that.



I have ambitions to write the next great American novel. Or rather, next few great American novels. But where to start? They say look to what you know...and I find myself unknowing of most important things, and spending a… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 7, 2008 at 10:51pm — No Comments

"...Gee Baby - Ain't I Good To You?"

It seems that Billie Holiday's song is what it all comes down to.

I tear myself apart to glow the brightest for someone who'll never quite appreciate the effort. Today I managed to maintain a stone-face....until I walked to my baby Ford, Brute, whereupon I was twenty feet from the my dear car before bursting into ridiculous tears.



He didn't speak to me the entire day, nor I to him.



What was I to expect? He told me himself that he was selfish. And here I thought he was… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 6, 2008 at 10:30pm — No Comments

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