If I could I would

[Buffy]

No, not really. I'm quite happy with the way things are right now. I'm at peace with myself, with the world, hells - even with him.

I find myself very near broke though, and this is most distressing considering I've been unable to turn off the urges that are trigged upon seeing adorable "I can't live without it!" things. When did I become such a mindless consumer? Oi...
I just received a delivery from the lovely Sephora; the Quickie Collection by Too-Faced and Buxom lip plumper from Bare Escentuals in "Candi". It's the perfect shade for me in sweet and naturally rich pink, like candied watermelon, and I love the tingly ice crystal feeling. I love the girl on the package - she's adorable and cheeky and reminds me of Bettie Page, and is, in essence, what I wish I looked like....though I'm actually very pleased my breasts are no where near as big as hers...

Speaking of Bettie Page, I finally rented "The Notorious Bettie Page"!

It was a beautiful little movie, and I think it re-inspired me for the week. I never knew the darker aspects of her life, about the domestic sexual abuse and a gang-rape, which sent chills through me. Such different times, and yet nothing has changed.
I love that Bettie Page still has her fringe bangs even now!

Inspired-like(and Introducing....Tortoise-shell Tama!!!):::