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From Oregon with love . . .

I've retreated, if you will.



I'm in Rockaway Beach, OR right now, and I'm taking refuge at a nice place on the shore. It's perfect. I brought my dog Amie, and we've been beachcombing, pigging out, and watching TCM the whole time. I wish I could live like this forever, but I've got to go back soon. Possibly tomorrow.



Now if I could only find the inspiration for writing. I was supposed to dedicate this time to my writing, but it simply hasn't happened.



"I'm… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 29, 2008 at 11:16pm — No Comments

$43.55

I need to budget better, this is painstakingly clear.



My love addiction with beauty and art is becoming expensive...



Inpiration,… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 20, 2008 at 11:48pm — No Comments

If I could I would

No, not really. I'm quite happy with the way things are right now. I'm at peace with myself, with the world, hells - even with him.



I find myself very near broke though, and this is most distressing considering I've been unable to turn off the urges that are trigged upon seeing adorable "I can't live without it!" things. When did I become such a mindless consumer? Oi...

I just received a delivery from the lovely Sephora; the Quickie Collection by Too-Faced and Buxom lip plumper… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 19, 2008 at 3:29pm — No Comments

Such a sweet, sad, beautiful thing . . .

I feel untouchable.
I realize this is perfect. If this never changes...perhaps, I shall regret this, but....no, no I don't think I will ultimately.

A thousand cranes? Maybe...

I am no longer wishing, I think. I think, maybe...I'm attaining?

Cheers to you all, grrls.

Inspiration:

Added by Buffy on October 11, 2008 at 10:08pm — No Comments

So spare me if you please!

Well that one hit an about 95 miles an hour, I'd say. Didn't cut nearly as deep as the first one, nor nearly as sharp, but it's gonna leave me aching. It doesn't matter how insignificant he is in the big scheme of my sweet life...it's still hurts.

Ive decided my writer's block is over. Despite a traumatic day, I had an exhilarating ride home. I believe I may have experienced an epiphany - not of the religious type, nor even the 'Dammit grrl - just stop biting your nails and you'll break… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 11, 2008 at 1:00am — No Comments

I'm in the mood for love...

and you're slipping from that picture.

Inspiration:

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Added by Buffy on October 9, 2008 at 11:13pm — No Comments

I'm losing steam - my love, my lamb

Here I go again:



The first text I recieved this morning involved a friend saying she saw him downtown, holding hands with another girl.



Is this some kind of soap opera?? I wanted to die right there on the spot.



But enough of that.



I have ambitions to write the next great American novel. Or rather, next few great American novels. But where to start? They say look to what you know...and I find myself unknowing of most important things, and spending a… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 7, 2008 at 10:51pm — No Comments

"...Gee Baby - Ain't I Good To You?"

It seems that Billie Holiday's song is what it all comes down to.

I tear myself apart to glow the brightest for someone who'll never quite appreciate the effort. Today I managed to maintain a stone-face....until I walked to my baby Ford, Brute, whereupon I was twenty feet from the my dear car before bursting into ridiculous tears.



He didn't speak to me the entire day, nor I to him.



What was I to expect? He told me himself that he was selfish. And here I thought he was… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 6, 2008 at 10:30pm — No Comments

And it's nothing to do with us...

Today was a mess - but a different kind from yesterday's. Today was more like a banana split that's been dropped - too sweet, too sticky, too much.



I got all dolled up this morning - but instead of doing it for mysefl, it was more like I was getting ready for battle, gearing up, streaking on my battlepaint.



But hey, when I walked out that door, I was on top of my game. Unfortunately, by the time I made it to work, I remembered that while I might have had the made up face,… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 5, 2008 at 11:08pm — No Comments

It never ceases to surprise me..

...from cotton candy happiness, sweet and lovey-dovey glow, sunshine and sun-kissed skin, warmth....from that feeling to the dank, dark depression that blankets and smothers.



And all because of a guy?



How the hell is a grrl suppose to make it in this world if every time she rides so high, some guy can tear her heart out? Or lady, I suppose, if that's your type.



This entire day was a mess. A sick, frustrating mess.



It's time for Fireball and pink… Continue

Added by Buffy on October 4, 2008 at 8:31pm — No Comments

So I want to be amazing. Positively scintillating.

Of course, I should really try to be these things at some other time of the day....not 2:23 in the morning. No wonder I'm too lazy to get all dolled up when it's 'to go' time!



(My fingernails are currently glittergolddusty with a pinstripe of fruit punch and my toenails remind me of stain-glass window colors.)



Some inspiration:…



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Added by Buffy on October 4, 2008 at 2:36am — No Comments

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