Call me crazy....

[Syd Valentine]

So, in trying to decipher whether I truly love something or just love the idea of it, I have come to this conclusion:

It doesn't matter. It motivates and inspires me. It gives me hope of the future. Whether it's false hope or not... it's there. I have something to look forward to in my mind.... reality or not.

I have gotten a lot accomplished so far because of it and for that I am grateful. Who cares if I am living in a little fantasy world of my own creation? If it's what I need right now to get me where I'm trying to go than I'm allowing myself that. It's my gem.... my treasure. I'll do what I want with it.

[Poppy Fields]

You might enjoy "Refuse to Choose". I sound like an evangelist for that book right now, but it has helped me a great deal. You can read a section on google reader to see if you'd be interested.