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[Syd Valentine]

I am envious of my children. Ah, to be young again... when saying the word "poopy" could make you giggle and laugh for hours and the biggest disappointment you faced was having to take a nap.

I talked to my parents today. Afterward, all I really wished was that I could be scooped up in their arms and rocked to sleep, the soothing murmur of a lullaby echoing in my mind. I miss that comfort.... that reasurrance of security and stability. Life wasn't so frightening or confusing or overwhelming. At least I don't remember it being that way.


Moving on to another sporadic, impulsive thought......


Funny how certain people can affect you in such powerful ways. I always wondered why specific individuals have the ability to, with a simple look, completely control your body and your mind.....why, with a certain expression, they prevent words from exiting your mouth in an intelligent manner making it difficult to carry on an articulate conversation. How do they, with a smile, send a tingling through every inch of your exterior and a warmth through every internal part? Yet, the next moment, through a blank stare or an unexpressive glance, they have your heart in the pit of your stomach, feeling uneasy,paranoid and insecure. I don't get it.

AND, for my last bit of randomness......

I REALLY feel like a Pabst. That's right. Some PBR, baby. Don't know why, just do.

[Poppy Fields]

EEK! Speaking of which, encountered some extra-special flamingos at SeaWorld and MAN, never realised how sinister they can be ::shudder:: Daddy C's bird looks a little sad and worried. Awww, come here, birdy!

I still giggle for hours over "poopy"! The Man calls me "Princess Farts-Are-Funny" :D But I know what you mean. Sometimes I just need my mommy.

[Edson Carlos]

It's all in the stare doll...