So I've heard people have been looking for me. Here's what happened.
I was very excited for this one photo shoot. I had everything organized and brought a bunch of ideas to work with. So I get there and its freezing cold making my hair hard to style, my skin went pale, and worst of all the PHOTOGRAPHER WAS TOTAL D***.
Without going into too much more detail I wasn't given any tips, when I didn't understand the cues given the photographers eyes started rolling, and then my first set was accidently deleted so I had to come back the next day (in between my two jobs!) to re shoot. Then none of the pictures turned out very good.
I was feeling like I should just give all this up and that I'm not cut out for pinup UNTIL my friend was telling me that ALL the girls had the same experience and didn't like their shots. So now I feel better and am looking forward to some summer shoots and muscle car shows.