Who needs them?!

[Mette Th13teen]

Right?! Who needs the people, who lets us down?! Who are we kidding - we all need them but I think the question should be, who wants them? I dont, thats for sure...

I blogged yesterday, already blogging again. Sitting in bed, home alone and the dogs are napping between my legs <3 Still have on the top, I sleep in but I did put on pants and made myself a cup of tea :-)

Back to todays topic! I have been thinking about this for about 6 months now, a lot have happened on the relationship front this year so its been on my mind most of the time. I consider myself a social person
and an optismist, always have, but I do think that those sides of me are
slowly fading. My biggest wish right now, is to find a house in the
countryside and move away - elope. Im losing faith in man kind, its a
wonder that I ever had faith considering my childhood but that must due
to the optimism?! The state of things are that I dont like the way
people interact or behave towards eachother anymore. I have a lot of
examples and Ill try to make sense :-)

Lets go over professional relationships; mine are pretty much all about modelling and such since that is my work. When I apply to model for a site, its not uncommon that I dont get a response and that is
really rude! I can handle a "no thanks" or a "you are not the type, we
have in mind" - a simple response would be the proper way to handle an
application! I always, ALWAYS respond to apps. Its the same when models
or sites decide not to work with you anymore, they just dissapear! That
has happened to me when sites decided to close down business twice this
year - they just stop responding to my emails and such... I have, as a
model, always emailed the site owner and resigned. I resigned from a
site this year due to them featuring a set of a model getting high and I
never got a response - its not like I want the site owner to defend the
set but a simple aknowledgement of it all, would be fine.

Friendship; people arent as close as they use to be - now they just comment on eachothers silly s*** on Facebook instead of calling, drinking coffee and so on. That is not friendship to me and that is why,
I keep deleting my FB account because its so superficial! There is only
1 person, who bothers texting me asking how I am and that is Monsters
breeder - isnt that sad? Im okay with it, I only met her once and she is
pretty much the person, I feel the closest to atm. beside hubby and
in-laws. It really is sad that people care that little. My opinion is
that people are selfcentered these days! Friends will cancel
appointments due to hangovers or other lame reasons 5-10 times in a row -
its not okay. Friends far away; you can go visit them twice a year for
years and they wont visit you once - its not okay. Friends will
dissapear for months without a word, ignore your texts and so on and you
still see them on FB occasionally but they are to busy to spend 2
minutes simply picking up the phone and asking how you are?! Thats not
okay either.. Friendship is a 2 way street and not just when its
convenient. Very few people ask you how you are, they just talk about
what happened in their lives.

Guess Im old fashioned but I would never treat people, I care about like that but the worst part is that when I text people asking how they are and I dont get a response, when that has happened a few times, I
just dont want to bother and then Im just like them... Like b-day
parties! Lots of people are invited, half of them have the curtesy to
respond and very few show up eventhough half of them said they would.
That really hurts...

I dont want to be like that and I would rather be lonely then surrounded by people like that - lonely hurts less.

[Anita Fixx]

Just wanted to say I agree and I understand where you're coming from. I can't help but feel disgfusted by way people treat each other on a daily basis. And I find that alot of people's idea of "friendship" is exceedingly shallow. I don't think the occasional facebook "poke" is enough to have a real friendship with someone. At least it should'nt be that way..

Tha's all. Cheers!