Well Hell

[Sara Ormsby]

With all the chaos going on around me I have found myself feeling very empty not having shoots scheduled for this month or the next. It is a strange feeling being out of commission, while I need it, it is still creepy. I seem to never stop thinking about the next shoot. I see a piece of clothing and before I realize I am deciding if I want it based on if it is Retro enough or if it is too modern. I don't seem to concern myself with if it is cute, or if I would ever wear it, just if it is too modern... It sounds like I am addicted, but it isn't a bad thing. I am supposed to be on vacation from modeling and yet I can't get myself to stop thinking of it. Grrrrr...

Maybe Sleep will help

Night