So where have I been....?

[Ruby-Rose Rex {★}]

A few of you have been checking in on me to make sure I am not dead, and I'm not! But..., I haven't exactly been living either, but rather merely existing. Things around here have been rather bland. I haven't done any photos in quite some time, the last sessions I have had have left me uninspired. Not sure if it's me or the photogs I've been working with, but I seem to have subconsciously put myself on a bit of a break. If you can't produce something to be proud of, why produce anything at all?

I have been reminiscing about good stuff from my past. Once upon a time I had a pretty sweet career as a gogo dancer in nightclubs, music videos and for special events. I miss the dancing and the hotbody it gave me. I think it's time to get back to that. In the days of my ghetto-fabulousness, I used to rock the hiphop and house clubs. Seems nowadays, the industry finds me a little to old (!?). So what to do? Somethings gotta give...Been hitting the clubs a little more, I am even contemplating revisiting the inside of a gym(!?) Hah...it's been forever.

So what do you do when you are lacking motivation? You can see the goal, but the couch is so comfy! Anybody wanna be my cheerleader?

[Violet Fox]

*Grabs Pompoms and then realizes their pomeranians*
I'm in the same spot right now actually... Lack of inspiration is a b****.. I've been through a few jobs since June, and I'm in one I dig right now, but I feel the rut creeping up again:/ So hopefully all the holiday parties I have to do coming up will kick that in the face, and maybe just the time off around the holidays will too.
Anyways, you're gorgeous, and I'm pretty sure those Ottawa chumps at the clubs have no idea what they're missing!
<3

[Joe Seefeld]

Hi Ruby Rose - in responce to Your Post on where have I been , sounds to me You've just been suffering from the " Blues " a bit . In life we adapt and re-invent ourselves . Don't worry it'll come in time . Opportunities always present themselves , sooner or later - You'll see * Love Joe

[Edson Carlos]

First in line!