Overload!

[Mette Th13teen]

I have too much on my plate right now! Its that simple... I need to just start at one end and go through it all really. I have meetings, the new latex line + webshop, which I am starting up start up and that includes designing and creating, model casting, shooting and what not, hairdresser appointment, vet appointment, modelling 3 shoots for 3 sites + photographer work too, house and kitty sitting for a week, Payback Baby and Mette13 work to name a few things this week. Ugh, I dont wanna think about it...

We went to visit Martins parents last week and go for a bit of house hunting up north. Im not even sure anymore, where I wanna live and what I wanna do :-( Im considering staying close to the capital, where we live now, it would be easier in general! Im just sick of things these days... Sigh. But yeah, we took the train up there, thats a bit over 5 hours of boredom:

House hunting was a lot fun mixed with frustrations! The perfect house were never placed in the perfect surroundings and so on. But this particular house was amazing, filled with so much crap and the interior was part flea market, part 70's hell and so much something, Id love to go through, item by item <3! Here is a picture from one of the living rooms, the owner died 2 years ago and it has been empty ever since!

Another thing, that is a lot on my mind these days, are the roles, you take on when interacting with others... Im a bit of a control freak, Im super neat and anal to say the least ;-) So when I am around people, who are the opposite, I try to help out and end up taking this mommy/boss role and I seriously hate it!! But I have no idea how to just not give a f*** and let people handle it on their own, I just cant help myself! Im so sick of it these days, like crazy tired of it! Im also sick of people taking me for granted and that I tend to forgive and forget, so a couple of people have been cut out of my life lately, Im just not taking any more crap! So I deleted some numbers from my phone..

I decided to give up alcohol and cigarettes! I dont know if it is permanent or temporary... I dont care either, I just wanna try and live a healthier life, Im 33 now and its about time that I show my body some kind of respect. Im still trying to eat right, but Im not very succesfull in that area - and I still have issues with my colon so I end up being punished pertty much immediately with stomache aches. Its pretty stupid, right?! Im still trying though and imo, you are not a loser for failing, but for not even trying.

We did a new video with Apophysis, this time, we did Misfits, my favourite number :-)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZTigT0SD1pY&feature=player_embedded

Im sorry for the whining and b*******! I dont want to be that kinda person with nothing positive to say and only bad things.. I just cant hink of anything positive right now, sadly enough! Guess thats my cue to stop blogging. Hopefully, Ill have some stuff to show you guys on my webshop pretty soon! Next week will be better hopefully and after Halloween, there is less work and I start Latexa again... :-)