Lost it..

[Mette Th13teen]

My compac camera, I cant find it and there are pictures in it that I wanted to share but alas, that is not possible since it is missing. It is really not that hard to lose stuff at home these days, my home is
pretty much a fortress of crap and carboard boxes! Im doing okay with
it but then again, who am I kidding?! Im a member of Anal Anonymous and
that is for a reason - I like my order <3 Its stressfull but I
manage... I have a shot of the living room after the move, it is not
that bad anymore but it is still bad:



Some of us seem to enjoy the move:



Well, besides that, I need you guys to do me a favor <3 I am in a
competition for a cover shoot for the amazing Bizarre mag and I need
your vote!! All you have to do is email "Mette Th13teen" to
[e-mail], it is as simple as that!!



James came home yesterday after spending a week at Cirkeline's, we attempted
to mate James with one of her girl rats - 1st try was not succesfull
but it looks a lot better this time so hopefully, Ill be a grandma soon
<3 James is the cutest guy, all my guys are cute but James is my
boy..



Oh, I wanna share the most amazing concept - a Finnish girl who modifies My Little Pony's!! Her site is Marikasurinen.com and her work is great :-) Amazing sense of detail and all that jazz....



Nothing else to tell really, there are still a lot of work in the apartment
before I feel a bit more comfortable sharing but I promise that I
will!! I got my long awaited pink bathroom and I love it <3 Well,
the apartment is lovely, I love our colorful rooms and the fact that it
is a big apartment :-) A lot of people have helped out getting this far
in getting settled and stuff and I love all of them for being there for
us!! It wouldnt have been possible without you guys!

The next part is not about whining for me and I dont want anybody to comment on
it unless they really mean it, nobody likes a kiss ass - I just wanna
get it out there, some times saying it out loud is all I need to figure
it out, to see it from a different angle and what not, you know?! The
fact is that I have been feeling...unliked, alone... It has been going
on for a while, it might just be stress from the move!?! But it still
doesnt feel great, I still like myself very much but most of the time,
I feel like hardly any one else do.. I dont know, I have issues -
thanks, Mom! I still have hurdles to cross, stuff to learn and things
to improve! When Im thinking about it logically or objectively, it
really just seems silly but the feeling is still there. I need a tool
to fix this, Id prefer a sledgehammer - that would rock! <3 But it
probably wont do the trick.. Any suggestions?

Well, I think I wanna stop now and go for a ride on my lovely bike in the lovely sunny
weather, we are having this week <3 Im pretty busy this week with
the unpacking, moving around, painting and having people over every day
helping me out and just hanging out <3 Oh, I bought slippers on Ebay
- not surprising really, but they are lovely!!



And my new incredible friend Sarah, she gave me a shitload of very cool
clothes!! My amazon friend :-D She is going to model for Payback Baby! too <3