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[Sally Von-Sinn]

well it just keeps getting better and better... so my WONDERFUL man in uniform has decided that when he leaves the marines he will be moving to washington from ocean side california to be with me~ i am so happy its almost unreal i am so happy at this moment, for the moment and as usual i alwasy seem to find a way to mess things up for my self and i hope that dosent happen! but i will make the best of the moment in time and take it SLOWLY and hope it works its self out and things fall in to place but this will be the 4th person i have had live with me and it was always a sign of disaster when they move their things in....

1st- tony (1 year): liar cheater got girl pregnant while living with me
2nd- Jasen (11 months): just plain crazy and cryed alot, worked more than anything no time for US drank too much!
3rd- cruz(1 year and a half) : lied... cheated... very VERY private.... got girl pregnant prior to moving in.... he went back to her.
4th- Justin (just beginning): hasnt moved in yet.... kinda scared i might just tell him no.

thats a little history... what can i say i hate to be alone... lol mabye i just need to be alone for a while ( this history spans form the time i was 18 just so you know.)